Triggers

Evening sisters

Yesterday I had a visit from my landlady. She apparently wanted to come to make sure that I was settling in OK – Ive been here for 3 months so I guessed it was for some other reason!

When she came in she chatted and said that the flat belonged to her step son who is a musician. She seemed ok.

She then just got up and walked off into the bedrooms – I followed her and she said im looking around to make sure you are looking after the flat.

I have to say that I felt extremely pissed off. I know that she has to check the flat but she didnt explain herself before she started looking around.

I have been beyond angry since she left. I think that my anger is related to the fact that my life continues to be dominated by the fact that I cant buy myself somewhere to live. I have to put up with having my privacy violated by a landlady.

I feel that the whole experience with the maggot and the skank has been a whole violation of my privacy and my life as well. It just takes a bit more of that type of experience to trigger me and send me over the edge!

Does anyone understand what Im talking about?