self care worked wonders

I am feeling so much better. Listening to my body and giving it what it needed – rest and relaxation.

I will keep taking it easy as I adjust to my new freedom from old beloved house and ex sa rat. So many changes externally and internally to adjust to. My kids are just acting like ex sa rat does not even exist. It warms my heart that they are carrying on with life.

Had a nice Mother’s Day with sweet BF. I was able to just be in the present and enjoy my new life. There is so much to be thankful for. Had some triggers but they were relatively mild.

One trigger was that sweet BF said he would be home soon and didn’t come home for about 2 hours. I let him know how that made me feel. He immediately apologized and said he was sorry as he was walking in the house with books he just bought and an orchid for me for Mother’s Day.

There was no defensiveness on his part. There was no anger at me for being suspicious. Just caring. Simple caring.

Girlz – I pray that each one of you experience what love feels like. You all deserve it.