Been so sick…

So, my doc had set up the D&C for July 1 as the baby’s heartbeat was no good. I had horrendous PTSD going back to that hospital as it’s the same one I was in for all my miscarriages, as well as the bed-rest for the twins. My son passed away in my arms there and my daughter struggled for her life for 64 days. All the while I was there, each and every time, my SA was doing his thing and completely useless. I begged my dad to go with me but he couldn’t {prior obligations} so I dropped the baby off at my parents house and my POS SA “thing” had to go with me. It was horrifying.
After the procedure was done I felt alright..usual cramps and pain but nothing out of the ordinary. 2 days later I became deathly ill. High fever, chills, non-stop vomiting and bowel problems, hemorrhaging, etc. At first I thought I had caught a virus but as the hours ticked by, I knew I had a uterine infection from the procedure. I am all too familiar with the symptoms as that is what eventually threw me into labor at 28 weeks with the twins. I had to send my daughter back to my parents and my SA called in sick to work. Even being THAT ill did NOT stop the PTSD. All I could remember was that the last time I felt this type of pain, I was lying in a hospital bed begging my SA not to leave as I knew something was wrong, and he walked out, claiming he could not be late for work and needed rest..and instead, he went to see a hooker, thus leaving me in agony and eventually in labor by myself. He wasn’t even there when they were born. I didn’t want HIM to be the one home with me whilst going through something like this again {although I obviously couldn’t be in labor since they just did the D&C, but you understand}. After 2 days and much panic I was able to get some antibiotics in me. I still feel ill, but it will take time to heal and clear up.
During all this my 2 year old daughter had what appeared to be mosquito bites on her arms. Yesterday, I noticed the bite marks had changed and now she has the classic bullseye rash that you get from a tick bite. Started on one arm where she had a bite, and now the rash is on the other arm as well. I had to take her to the pedi this morning and he drew blood, and now I wait to see if she has Lyme Disease. All the while, my SA is sitting around like a robot. Just a few minutes ago he called me from work and said he wishes he could do something to make everything disappear. Ok buddy, how about admitting you’re a sick bastard and get the proper treatment you need???
Anyhow, didn’t mean to get off track on the health. So right now my infection appears to be clearing up although I’m still in pain, and my daughter appears unaffected so far but I’m very afraid of Lyme Disease…..
Just wanted to give an update. Sorry for any typos or grammatical errors.