Today sucked. My lawyer had told me that I couldn’t claim I had PTSD unless I had a psychiatrist evaluate me. So today I got his report from my GP. The mother f’er said that what my SAH did to me wasn’t a traumatic event. It didn’t cause PTSD trauma. He said it wasn’t like an auto accident or something similar. My GP said I definitely had PTSD, that I had all the symptoms. I won’t be using this information anywhere, but the fact that the psychiatrist was a MAN from a male DOMINATED country originally (not where we live) saying exposing me to disease/death, using prostitutes and having unprotected sex with me, and living a lie for 22 years is not a trauma to cause PTSD is so maddening. I hope his wife cheats on him and gives him an STD. Maybe then he’ll get PTSD and understand trauma. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Fucking men!!