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so the CEO of the company where I work out of the blue requsted a Lunch meeting with me in a nice resturant in town to discuss ,,,,business
well it is interesting because I dont usually meet with him outside work ,
I know he likes me and has heard that I am going through divorce,he himself just got divorced and has small children my kids age,,,
my stbx works at the same company and the CEO knows him very well
so sisters what do you think?
I think karma may be about to pay your H an overdue visit. LOL
Do you like the CEO? I hope so because I think you should date him just to make your husband sweat. 😉Karen, that is what I thought I want to date the CEO just for the hick of it,,, I don’t know if I like him or not ,mi know very little of him, so I want to get o know him more,
I am excited for the idea by itself as it makes me feel beautiful and a woman, I had not felt that way for a long time , when I think about it has been many many moons back since I felt like a beautiful woman .
So I am trying to have fun with this whole business date, I went shopping bought few beautiful summer dresses for work, came home and was trying them on,imagining what kind of conversation I will have with this guy and whether he will like my dress,,,, and suddenly I just started crying I cried non stop,like I have never cried before, I cried for my burned dreams of having a settled decent life with a decent man raising our children together
I cried that I have be out there again in the dating scene wondering how things will go with this guy, or with that guy,
It is all just so painful, and I can not stop crying, I had also realized that I did love my husband or my Stbx and it will be veery hard for me to give my heart to someone else, my time, my new beautiful dress to someone else to admire.harmony, you loved the dream of your H and the dream of wht you thought you had. The REAL guy is out there for you somewhere.
Now, go wash your face, decide what killer shoes you are going to wear with your new dress, and if your hair will be up or down. Don’t forget to floss and paint your toenails 🙂
It’s so hard Harmony but you can do this. Try to just enjoy being present at lunch with this man. Think about the food, the atmosphere and truly ground yourself. You don’t have to marry him……just eat 🙂
Bev, that is true, the man I loved was only in my imagination, and that man that I discovered in 2010 is someone who is very strange and very unethical and I can not love these kind of men , I just cannot .
I am wearing pump shoes , they are very sexy but yet comfortable, I think :), I will have my hair down, it looks a little more professional, I will wear a black skirt suit but with a very beautiful blouse,,,
red panties! I dont have any, I need to go to victoria secret and find few with matching Bra , where is the red panties that Joann was going to order for all SOS, with SOS symbol on it 🙂
Just have enjoy being out somewhere nice having a conversation with someone who respects you and thinks you are pretty. Your outfit sounds very nice and appropriate for the occassion.
Hugs!
Harmony – crying is good, I think. It’s so painful that sometimes you just have to feel what you are feeling. (At least that is what I tell myself). The only way out is through.
I was so angry for a long time, I did not want to feel the pain of the loss that my family had experienced, now I am experiencing the pain, and it hurts, oh my god it hurts so much, but I think also I am not as confused and as angry as I was, this has been a very lengthy and exhausting path for me and my kids.
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