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Before I leave for a day at the mental hospital where I intern, then to class at Mercer, then back to my unreal life, just a shout out that my SA takes his poly this afternoon. Not sure what I’m hoping for or what I’m asking from you. Good energy, I guess, for whatever happens?
Sending you lots of good energy! I know either way you will be okay. You’re a really neat person and I wish you all the best!
Love, NapMarch–here comes a whirlwind of energy your way. I will keep you in my thoughts today, hoping that you will receive all the goodness that you deserve.
Much love and my arms around you today. ~ JoAnn
Dear March,
I hope the wind is at your back today, and your life starts to emerge as free and abundant.
lots of light
Diane.Sending you love, energy, and more love! Wishing and hoping for answers that help you find direction.
xoxo!! Julie
Will be thinking of you today and sending warm fuzzies your way. Im just thinking how much more sane the mental hospital must be after what you have gone through. Regardless of how his polygraph turns out, I hope you feel like one of those old Virginia Slims commercials–“youve come a long way baby”!
Dear March,
I am praying the truth will set you free and that some kind of real clarity will emerge from this exercise. Whatever happens you can come lay it down here. You are a wonderful woman and I am behind you 1000%. Karen x
He failed the poly. I’m ok. Right now. I SO appreciate the kind words and thoughts today.
When I got home, he was lying face down on the bed. I didn’t talk to him, just did my usual. Then he and Lola left to go buy some Lacrosse equipment.
I just wish he would cop to whatever it is instead of blaming the test. Then I could hold onto a modicum of respect for him. I don’t expect that to happen, though.
I’m so sorry that you have to endure that pain, March, but, at least it’s a validation of you and what you know is the truth.
Hugs and light coming your way. ~ JoAnn
Well March, i think this means you made the right decision. 100%. I know that we all would like to see them make it, we all have with our h’s at one point in time or another. Even after we leave we still hope that they will get it together, deep down. Hope that they will not hurt anyone else. But i think you are very safe in your assumption that you did what you needed to do. That the divorce had to happen, and you have done what you needed to do to free yourself.
Love and Hugs,
FloraDear March,
I can feel the sadness. Please don’t slide into the hole. It won’t be that easy—we’ve grabbed hold of your shirt, your hand, your belt, your pants, a foot. You’re not going in this time!There is a wisdom way for you in this. You will find it and you will choose it. Because your Light shines from the inside out.
Thanks, all. I know you’re holding on to me. I trust I will be all right. For now, I’m going to the Y. Gonna give some treadmill hell.
March, what a day you’ve had. Going through the lie detector trauma was surely one of those damned if you do, damned if you don’t kind of things. I’m thinking of you, Sister. Love, Liza
March – I’m so sorry. What I don’t understand – do they really think that they are going to beat the damn thing? They are sick and stupid, too. Big hugs to you – there is another path out there for you and I think you are already on it.
March,
Thinking of you and sending caring thoughts to you. We are all right with you and know you are not alone.
Love, NapMarch – I am so sorry. I don’t know what is worse – having them fail it or having them beat it like my SA did and just kept lieing.
Hope you will now file. We both need to.
Love and prayers coming your way.march sorry do we ever stop hoping i know with myself there is that little sliver of it. this just sucks no matter what dont it
much love kattDear March,
I am guessing it is that stupid assistant that finally tripped him up. I am not surprised, but I sure wish I was sometimes. I hate that this is the outcome after all your hard work but I have the sense that you were expecting this result. I cannot say how much I admire you attacking a treadmill at this time. I would probably attempt to find the bottom of a wine bottle and then wish I was dead the next day. 🙁 I think you are so admirable, March, I really do. Much love karen xx
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