Saw the lawyer this morning and I cried through most of the hour.

March – you are exactly right! You put into words exactly how I feel. I have been robbed! My past, my present and my dreams for our future – gone. I know I have to make new dreams and all of that. But I am really grieving for loss of the dreams I had. We were to dance to “our” first song at the wedding. We were so excited to be grandparents together because our kids never had grandparents. We have been talking about moving to the coast so that we are all settled in before he retires. We have been looking to buy a sailboat for our weekends together up in MD on the Chesapeake. All gone. I have been robbed and the thief swore to love me and honor me. Fuck That!