Strange sex acts

I hope when they shove a coat hanger up their dick they bleed out and die!
I can’t remember if I told you all the story of when I dated another sex addict-yes, for some reason I attract them.
He was a Nursing Supervisor at the psych hospital where I also supervised. You would never guess in a million years that he was anything other than “Normal.” Steve’s Therapist
did his internship at the very same hospital and knew him, as well. When I told him, he was in shock! He said, “I never would have guessed!!!”
Anyway, after dating him for a few weeks, I noticed he had a charm on a chain around his neck. As I looked closer it was handcuffs. When I asked him about it, he told me he was into d/s. He went to fetish balls where women were tied to crosses and whipped, people were having group sex performing d/s, he talked of whips, chains, dog collars, etc. Asked me if I would be interested in going with him to one of the Fetish Balls. I thought, “OMG”. He was history that day!!
He died of cancer about a year later, and when they cleaned his apartment out, his family found bags and bags of all kinds of paraphenelia. (Is that how you spell it?)
Anyway, as I look back, maybe that is why I minimized the problem with Steve and held onto hope. He seemed like a Sunday School Teacher next to the previous one.
I also dated a man for a month who told me he had a foot fetish. That was the only thing that could turn him on. He told me I had beautiful feet. Ugh!!!
My first h was accused of molesting my granddaughter, my second husband had a sex addiction and was probably meeting prostitutes when out of town. (I couldn’t prove it, but the PI thought so). Then, the Supervisor, and then Steve.
Now – I almost have to wonder why I attracted so many men with sex addictions, or did they pick me because I am a strong woman and a psych nurse. Could they have subconsciously wanted to get “fixed?” Until Steve, it was two dates and out. Once I found out, I was gone. I have to hand it to him, he could probably win an accademy award for acting, deceiving and manipulation. He sure did a number on me.
Let’s open up a topic: “Do they pick us, or Do we pick them?” I mean, let’s face it-5 men with sex addictions being attracted to me is beyond coincidence. I sure as hell didn’t pick THEM.