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This is my wedding anniversary…today. I am sure it will pass by just like all other days, but is just another passing of what was, another milestone.
He picked up our daughter this morning just like he always does, barely talks just like he alwasy does, can’t follow thoruhg with what he said just like he always does. Just another day. Caught him lying about internet acces the other day. I still wish for the big thing to happen, so I do not have to feel bad for my decision. If he would just have admitted to sleeping with someone esle in SanFranciso, or just say I dont want to be married to you anymore, just say I am not really in recovery and never was. Its all just speculative on my part.
But today I will read, clean the house and find something nice to do for me. Maybe make a big dinner. Celebrate the new. Atleast Its a day off right?
So here is to my unhappy anniversary. Five years married, three years dating, eight years total. All coming to an end soon. But to every end there is a beginning.
Hi Flora,
Thinking of you today and wishing I could share the dinner you make with you. Everything you write and post is so true and I want you to know how much you help me. I wish you peace…NAP
Happy anniversary to YOU, Flora, for the good faith you put into the marraige. He doesn’t realize what he has in you and in the marraige, but that doesn’t diminish your fidelity and love.
I’m glad you tried to make it a good day for yourself.
Love, Debora
Amen. It’s still the anniversary of a beautiful commitment that you made to an unworthy man. Unworthy because he was not in a position to partner with you and make you feel good about life like you tried to do for him. Not your bad. You did your part. You can’t be both components of a partnership. Happy annivrsary to YOU!
I thought I posted and now its gone. Anyway. thank you all. The day passed by just like anyother day of the week, probably for everyone but me. But I really felt okay, and glad when it was over. Nothing happened, nothing changed, the sa did not even appear to have even a twinge of remorse or regret (as usual).
Back to the normal routine.
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