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I work in the schools. Today we have a snow day and I have time to do whatever I like. So I will post my story here. I first found marriedtoasexaddict.com site a month or two after I realized my husband was an SA. It means so much to me to have found this site and all of you. I feel like I know many of you. You are my cyber friends and a great comfort to me in this dark period of my life. JoAnn is a genius, as are many of you wisewomen.
I have two young adult children and 3 grandchildren. I have a long marriage but have not lived with my husband for some time. I have several hobbies including historical preservation activities, learning German, and most recently learning about addiction. I began writing haiku recently because it is an outlet for me in my distress. Seventeen syllables is about as long as my attention can focus some days. One day I began to write my story out of grief. I will post the beginning of it here. It is my past and my present. I warn you it is long.