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Hi Sharron,
The best ignore job you can do with your h is go back and finish packing the suitcase and go. Have no further contact with the man. His tears and remorse are they real? How can you trust if they are from Dr. Jeckle or Mr. Hyde. You cant and you know this. Yoire actions must match what you know to be true. You will feel so much better if your actions match what you know.
Much Love, NapSharron, I’m finding lately that I’m happiest when I’m doing things for myself–things that make me grow and make me feel fulfilled. You know I like to exercise. I’m also starting a part-time job in a school in a couple of weeks. I’m nervous because I haven’t been in the working world in 7 years, but it’s a step back into it, and I’m excited. I think that’s why I’m having such a hard time on weekends and nights…the times when SA is around. When he’s here, I just feel more confusion and ambivalence. I know you don’t want to go back to work at this stage, but you must find things for yourself to keep your sanity. Being isolated is about the worst thing you can do. And the more you find for yourself, the more it will drive Steve crazy. Maybe it will shake him out of his comfort zone. You can do this!!!!
Love JulieSharron, I pray for courage and strength for you. If the condo is empty, pack your bags, call a cab and go. Take only the stuff you absolutely need and go. Then make every phone call you can to every source of income you can muster and don’t look back. You deserve to be free. When it comes down to it, do you want to die wealthy and miserable and tormented or do you want a chance to be free of abuse and sacrifice a few material luxuries?
Bless you xx
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